How rude of me!

Me at the moment

 Last night, I had the hardest time going to bed. I felt like my head was going to explode with all the thoughts I had. So I decided that I was going to start to write down everything I was thinking. I'm not really good at expressing myself, I do much better with writing things down.  My friends call me Rollo for short. My family is from Haiti, which makes me Haitian. I love action movies, eating and hanging out with my vibrant extroverted friends ( I'm the complete opposite).  I was recently a toddler/ preschool teacher at a non profit organization which I loved, well at the start. That changed because of the person I was working with but overall I grew tired of it and made the major decision to leave there. I had no other job lined up nor did I have an idea of what I wanted to do ( ahhh screams inside).

When I graduated Regis College in 2012 with my BA in liberal  studies/ Education I had some sort of plan of what my life would look like. Which was find my passion in life, ( working with children) find my soul mate, (think I have an idea who that is) and that whole fairy tale ending girls dream of lol. Looks at watch.. well it's been 4 years later and i'm feeling like i'm back at square one (I have no idea what it is I wanna do). The more I think about it that more terrified I get! I don't have another 4 years to waste, trying to "figure myself out".

My goal with the blog is to help me sort out everything that i am feeling instead of bottling everything up and to get broader sense of where I am going with my life. A lot of my writing will be based on my current mood. Therefore, my monday morning thoughts will stem from different things such as, my previous week, things that I encountered, what goals I want to set, and just mainly me venting about my problems (shrugs).

-ROLLO