Lately, I have been feeling anxious. Mostly because of the fact that, I do not feel like I am where I am suppose to be in life. But I am learning to let go of the fairy tale life that I created in my head. Now, I am moving into creating a realistic life for the future. I think the fact that I had envisioned my "perfect life" it clouded my judgement significantly. I worry that I am being complacent. I worry that I will get comfortable and not push myself to move further. I worry about passing up great opportunities because of fear. I worry about not following my passion. I think your 20's is the most stressful years of life. AND THEY DO NOT TELL YOU THIS! I seriously thought I had it all figured out, Sigh. Moving on, i'm trying to stay positive this time around, despite the fact I have no clue what I am doing (nervous laugh). I feel like some great changes are headed my way. Focusing on the good out weighing the bad. Change is a great thing right???
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Monday, March 7, 2016
Anxiety
Lately, I have been feeling anxious. Mostly because of the fact that, I do not feel like I am where I am suppose to be in life. But I am learning to let go of the fairy tale life that I created in my head. Now, I am moving into creating a realistic life for the future. I think the fact that I had envisioned my "perfect life" it clouded my judgement significantly. I worry that I am being complacent. I worry that I will get comfortable and not push myself to move further. I worry about passing up great opportunities because of fear. I worry about not following my passion. I think your 20's is the most stressful years of life. AND THEY DO NOT TELL YOU THIS! I seriously thought I had it all figured out, Sigh. Moving on, i'm trying to stay positive this time around, despite the fact I have no clue what I am doing (nervous laugh). I feel like some great changes are headed my way. Focusing on the good out weighing the bad. Change is a great thing right???
Monday, February 8, 2016
Baby Fever
For the last couple of weeks now, I have been having major baby fever! And when I saw this adorable little girl, I lost it. I was really adamant on having only boys because I felt they would be easier to deal with. However, I cant wait for the day where I wake up and see a similar face like that staring back at me along with my little boys. For a long time I have always said I didn't want kids ( even though I connect well with them). What changed? No idea. Feeling the need/ urge to be maternal. Of course, I'm still waiting for that right person to come along so all this can be possible. SOOOOOO Mr.Right where are yoooooooooou!
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